Voluntarily: Interview

{What kind of action film do you watch?
Commando, Rambo!

OK, but for example commando it’s an extreme case, but Rambo at the end, it’s fast and furious!
He dies, but there’s all the action!

Yes, he kills a lot of people!
Yes, OK, but i didn’t think of killing people; i thought more about the fighting and shooting

Yes, but when he shoots, he kills people.
Yes.. [laughter] You see, at the beginning i didn’t think of that, I watched the television, and I didn’t know about the consequences and how it could happen, and so on. I didn’t think of that, I was still a kid. I was so impressed by the action, the way they handled weapons, the way they dressed. I said to myself that one day i would wear the same outfit.}

From this we can infer that she had been exposed to images of fighting at a young age but did not understand it properly. Without the proper understanding she did not know that fighting and killing was wrong but only wanted to experience the thrill of the action as she had seen her favourite character play such a role.